WHAT THE HELL?! - THE MOMENT YOU HATE YOUR HOME AGAIN

In the past few days, after my first written self-expressional feelings in this blog last couple weeks. Unfortunately, the situation is not yet over. LOL. But, in some aspects, it is a lesson I have learned; to cope with myself and be much more motivated to work harder and to fulfill my goals in life. Things in life are such an arduous journey to consider. Nothings special and everything is just the way it is no matter how hard you try and fuck it. However, life is good and a pleasure to nurture, feel and succumbed with it.

 

This moment is just an ecstasy of pain and loneliness; like a legacy weapon reaping you apart. Quite lunatic, unconditional; In this case, people who is treated just like this is not so accommodating to compromise things and stuffs you just have to. So, as much as I’m concerned about this stuff, all I can say is that parents who’re just deciding for themselves is not worth a dime living; just for the sake of terminating a relationship problems and emotional rhapsody establishing and discombobulating a family. What about the people they’re just leaving behind. Just ignore them and just move along because life’s all about this. Moving all along the horizon and you have nothing to do about it. How passive we are growing nowadays, and from all the years we will descend in this earth.

 

This rotting sublimity of my estranged life can offer only two things: life and my self. LOL. It’s just that; so fucking simple and sly. I don’t know if my ass licking pal in the house knows these stuffs to reconsider and reclaim my price and felt an urgency of considerations fucking with me. But anyways, I’m still glad that there are people who’re always just there to give me a hand when times like these occur eventually in my estranged life LOL. Maybe, this could be decimated and make myself singing under a fine weather while playing with my guitar and sipping juice besides my very lovely girlfriend.

TOP TEN OPM BANDS

This is the top ten opm bands in my opinion. These bands are really good in their shit, doing awesome music distinctively. while some of the bands have good air plays, not all of them are actually good in live performances on stage. That is why i have made a decision to express my thoughts on who the heck really is good making music here in the philippines. This list may not be complete and precisely correct for the very reason that still i am not able to attend all of the gigs out here in this country. Well, of course, it would be expensive to do that. Anyways, this is the list of the bands i think is really good making music in the country:

1. updharmadown - They nailed it when it comes to making music as something you can crave every time you hear music. As I've said from my previous article that these guys are really awesome and do good stuffs and even if you will have the time to see these guys play live on stage; it's like listening to their record. They're pretty good performing their songs live in stage.
2. reklamo - Have you seen a crazy-like filipino play a kick ass riffs in guitars while dancing and singing? Well, if the answers no, then this is the band who does the addjectives i have mentioned to someone playing in stage doing tremendously difficult riffs and he can still play around on stage live. Such a remarkable guitarist i have ever encountered. This trio, bytheway, has been the band to represent the country to compete in the world battle of the bands lately.
   
3. silent sanctuary - For me this band is cool. their style is unique and something you could appreciate much more when you see them performing live. Such smooth music and rhytmn that will blow your mind away. I have seen them live and it make my world turn around and felt surprised by these band.
   
4. giniling festival - The band who did the song "Hari ng Metal" and "Psycho". UP students, nowadays, are dominating the music scene and today. LOL. To begin with, this band is a killer i may say. Kick ass guitar licks and a super hilariuos lyrics. And also, these fellows love the word "Tae" before they start the gig and rock the stage.
   
5. typecast- EMO or not; but, this band is one who i think is working a lot to create a good stuff in order to prove to the people that making music is hard to the bones. the chemistry of these band is quite impeccable and undetemined for it's rich guitar fills, drums, and rhytmic blending.
   
6. sin - One of the most discriminated metal band which i have heard in many metal music goers. But, for me, they are good in their stuff and are hell of a performer when doing live on stage.
   
7. urbandub - No doubt about it. One of the most in the philippine music industry finest. humongous potential to be an international artist; maybe, in a couple of years or so. Good songs and heavy riffs. Ultimate performers in stage and this is the only band i have seen setting and tuning their things up whenever they're in stage in preparation for the first and last song.
   
8. taken by cars - A multi genre inspired band. I have seen them live and they're totally one hell of an experience onto the journey of making music in the history of the Philippines. these guys are geniuses in making an artistic music.
   
9. plane divides the sky - Another multi genre inspired band. Making a diversity in composing songs and the writings are quite impressive as well. The arrangement they make are quite remarkable.
   
10. death after birth - A death metal band coming from marikina and kick ass on stage. However, the voice is not that scarry as hell but the riffs nailed it. the vocalist of this band is singing while playing an awesome licks. That's something i am fascinated. this band is a guitar riffing killers.
    

These are the bands i have seen performing live and so fucking good. These bands also have different styles writing songs and quite distinctively artistic in a way they do their stuff. They really are breathing music as their soul. Quite impressive listening to them.

THE MOMENT YOU HATE YOUR HOME

This is the time when i say to myself how hard to live in someone's house and be like in hell when you are actually living with your half brother and sister and a lot more terrifying is that there's another one who isn't your brother after all who is just adopted by my stepfather before he met my mother and got separated with my biological father. The thing is just getting stupid and stupider day after day whenever something's just happened and you get pissed off; but, in the main theme you can't just do anything but to shut up and just go ease the agony you didn't deserved after all. inasmuch as we consider it, and no matter how hard you try working with your own ethics, is that you're still a human who is in tap with emotional criteria to feel something. now that's a joke! and a big one and it kills me whenever it hits me most of the time i being pissed of just like this and can't do nothing at all. Despite all of it's facts i still lives here and for the very reason that i have no choice in the first place for it's the most logical and reasonable decision i could have done in my life than still living in frailty, remorse and gaining nothing. however; this was just different in my opinion of needs when you have nothing left but to take all this shit to compromise it all. You can even ask; what my mother do? of course, and furthermost, nothing. She reasons out that she to can't do anything for the reasons that other may say something else or different views about a certain situation which is malicious for them to deal with so rather than deal with these consequences, my mother just let it roll. A round of applause for my mother! so how the hell can i place a position in this goddamn house if this will be the ethics? Am i right?oh, another thing about it is that how i wish i can do something about it especially with my strange rather i call him monkey ass licker who thinks the world is on his hands and everything can be bought; such an ass. You can ask who is his mother, and the answer is, he doesn't even really know who the hell is she; where she came from and how was he been raised and that's why this freaking prick envy me for everything.LMAO. This situation may seem distinctive and i know really and for sure i'm just the only one experiencing this whole madness cause the very reason is you don't know someone who is like the monkey ass licker in the house who thinks he's cool and he thinks he's cunning as well.LMAO. Hopefully, i can be independent by this upcoming months and will be free from this stupendous madness ever made in my life. That all thanks for listening.

Bipolar - Up Dharma Down's Latest album

Up Dharma Down is back with their sophomore effort titled "Bipolar". The new album's composed of 14 tracks which is quite different from their previous album "Fragmented". Each song in this album is quite melancholic yet flavored with different styles to make it more distinctive and playful while listening to it. My personal favorite about this album is the song "sana" and "silid" for it's catchy tune and of course the meaning of the song which is so entertaining listening to which for me has a simple lyrics from all the songs which has been written for this album. Besides this good songs, came good instrumentals too which is so overwhelming like the track "return saturn, return" for it's cogent and astonishingly musical exploration on how they really do and express themselves for the way they wanted it to be. This Band will be humongously known for their passion and approach to music maybe not just here in the philippines but in other countries as well.

titles of the tracks in the album bipolar:
+blessed
+clockwise
+delayed breathing
+all year round
+taya
+unspoken definites
+the cold is warmth
+two
+sana
+return saturn, return
+every first second
+furnace
+silid
+sugarcoats and heartbeats

BTW "taya" and "every first second" is a good song too. But, to sum it up all, this album is good. you better check it out.

The most Pathetic People in the world

This is just an ordinary day to just walk in the street and try some tuhog-tuhog when i bumped to a group of JJ(Jumping Jologs) in the street walking like a ramp models in a runway. I think it was about 5 minutes when i realized i have a tuhog-tuhog in my hand waiting to be smacked in my mouth. But, for a certain instances i tried to study their faces and appearances and asked why in the world would they try to imitate Paris Hilton if the likes of this girl is living in a first world country and a heiress to her family. Another fact is that they are here in the Philippines who is now in the list of the poorest country yet they are trying to convince other people to be just like who they are right now. trying to be a bunch of assholes in front of the people even if they will never have the chance to be somebody by doing it in such a fashionable way they could ever be. Its such a pain to see people nowadays especially here in the Philippines trying to be somebody else just to impress other people and give a damn about them. After that meaningless thoughts i have gathered in my mind, I've decided to go to a jeep terminal located in Gaisano and felt a simple, quite decision to sit in front of the jeep beside a woman near the driver and listened to the music in the radio and gave the payment for the ride going home when suddenly the driver told me that my payment is less 1 peso in the fare going to my designated location. the gasoline is just as low as they were always dreaming of and now they're screwing it. god damn it!