THE MOMENT YOU HATE YOUR HOME

This is the time when i say to myself how hard to live in someone's house and be like in hell when you are actually living with your half brother and sister and a lot more terrifying is that there's another one who isn't your brother after all who is just adopted by my stepfather before he met my mother and got separated with my biological father. The thing is just getting stupid and stupider day after day whenever something's just happened and you get pissed off; but, in the main theme you can't just do anything but to shut up and just go ease the agony you didn't deserved after all. inasmuch as we consider it, and no matter how hard you try working with your own ethics, is that you're still a human who is in tap with emotional criteria to feel something. now that's a joke! and a big one and it kills me whenever it hits me most of the time i being pissed of just like this and can't do nothing at all. Despite all of it's facts i still lives here and for the very reason that i have no choice in the first place for it's the most logical and reasonable decision i could have done in my life than still living in frailty, remorse and gaining nothing. however; this was just different in my opinion of needs when you have nothing left but to take all this shit to compromise it all. You can even ask; what my mother do? of course, and furthermost, nothing. She reasons out that she to can't do anything for the reasons that other may say something else or different views about a certain situation which is malicious for them to deal with so rather than deal with these consequences, my mother just let it roll. A round of applause for my mother! so how the hell can i place a position in this goddamn house if this will be the ethics? Am i right?oh, another thing about it is that how i wish i can do something about it especially with my strange rather i call him monkey ass licker who thinks the world is on his hands and everything can be bought; such an ass. You can ask who is his mother, and the answer is, he doesn't even really know who the hell is she; where she came from and how was he been raised and that's why this freaking prick envy me for everything.LMAO. This situation may seem distinctive and i know really and for sure i'm just the only one experiencing this whole madness cause the very reason is you don't know someone who is like the monkey ass licker in the house who thinks he's cool and he thinks he's cunning as well.LMAO. Hopefully, i can be independent by this upcoming months and will be free from this stupendous madness ever made in my life. That all thanks for listening.

Bipolar - Up Dharma Down's Latest album

Up Dharma Down is back with their sophomore effort titled "Bipolar". The new album's composed of 14 tracks which is quite different from their previous album "Fragmented". Each song in this album is quite melancholic yet flavored with different styles to make it more distinctive and playful while listening to it. My personal favorite about this album is the song "sana" and "silid" for it's catchy tune and of course the meaning of the song which is so entertaining listening to which for me has a simple lyrics from all the songs which has been written for this album. Besides this good songs, came good instrumentals too which is so overwhelming like the track "return saturn, return" for it's cogent and astonishingly musical exploration on how they really do and express themselves for the way they wanted it to be. This Band will be humongously known for their passion and approach to music maybe not just here in the philippines but in other countries as well.

titles of the tracks in the album bipolar:
+blessed
+clockwise
+delayed breathing
+all year round
+taya
+unspoken definites
+the cold is warmth
+two
+sana
+return saturn, return
+every first second
+furnace
+silid
+sugarcoats and heartbeats

BTW "taya" and "every first second" is a good song too. But, to sum it up all, this album is good. you better check it out.